So when we last met, I had promised a post about India and stuff. Thanks to the 'teaser post' I left behind, atleast I remember that much. Well for now I am not at all concerned about the whether India is what I think it is or you think it is... because seriously, who cares?
Phew, life has moved so fast lately that I almost forgot about my blog. And you dont realize it ( how fast youre moving ) until you bump somewhere, fall down and end up in bed like me now. This time with Gastric Oesophagus Reflux Disorder as google calls it. All I know is the severe chest pain and discomfort to even drink water.
I was as usual in a big effort to confirm to the stereotypical good looks that society has set down, and was in a bit of a hurry, so I skipped a few meals as part of work and weight shedding.
Lately, after getting out of college, the feeling of "not being good enough" has gotten into me big time. Not being big enough, not being tall enough, not being fair enough according to the people around you! I have changed quite a bit indeed from the time in college when all I had to do was do well in studies and everything was fine. I wonder why or how some of my friends are getting married, when they still have no clue what they are gonna do with their life. Here I am struggling at an 8 to 6 job, and now Im down with this stupid sickness. Pffft!
Never mind, atleast I got this blog to keep :) Stay strong!
I was as usual in a big effort to confirm to the stereotypical good looks that society has set down, and was in a bit of a hurry, so I skipped a few meals as part of work and weight shedding.
Lately, after getting out of college, the feeling of "not being good enough" has gotten into me big time. Not being big enough, not being tall enough, not being fair enough according to the people around you! I have changed quite a bit indeed from the time in college when all I had to do was do well in studies and everything was fine. I wonder why or how some of my friends are getting married, when they still have no clue what they are gonna do with their life. Here I am struggling at an 8 to 6 job, and now Im down with this stupid sickness. Pffft!
Never mind, atleast I got this blog to keep :) Stay strong!
